I had a follow up with the hip doctor today, and he actually said that, due to the fact that I had such negative reactions to the hip injections, that surgery or going in to just look, would be a very bad idea and probably make everything worse.
He think my nerves are overly active and that yes, the going in and cutting/burning nerves is probably the best idea. Which is what I wanted done originally, and was told was going to be done originally, but the hip completely side tracked everything.
Its so nice to actually have someone agree with you and listen to you, instead of press what they believe is right, or what they where taught in school! I feel so relieved!
So since my spine doctor, the one who was going to cut/burn the nerves is retiring. I have to have a conference with my neurologist to find another doctor to do this procedure.
And tomorrow I go to my normal doctor to talk to him about possibly seeing a pain management therapist. Like, a therapist that specializes in people who have chronic pain/illnesses, and not one who works on mental illness. (My old doctor denied me of seeing a pain management therapist because apparently my she wasn't serious enough so HOPEFULLY I can actually see one now... fingers crossed!!!)
My acupuncturist has been working with me a lot more on my depression, and he's even helping me with figuring out what I can eat with all my food allergies. We eventually will make a tonic together of a mixture of herbs with will help everything.. Digestion, metabolism, pain, and depression.
I finally feel like I'm on the right track
Also I get my tattoos on Saturday. I'm getting cupcakes under my buttcheeks! BUTT CAKES!
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